| Location | Blackpool |
| Age | 27 years |
| Cause of Death | Blood Clot |
| Date of Birth | 21/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 17/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 9,187 since 25/07/2008 |
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This site is for my Son Christopher, affectionately known as Chris.
Chris was a devoted Brother of Matthew Lynda and Sian. Uncle to Tyler, Jordan, Jack, Jamie and
Bethany, and he loved his Mam.And his mam loved him too, very much.As i love all my Four
Children,and Grandkids xx
Chris originally from Greenock Scotland died tragically and suddenly on the 17th July 2008, Chris
died unexpectedly, we have now found out that Chris had an undetected blood clot, he was aged 27.
We are all devastated.I miss my baby xxx Its nearly a year Son,and i miss you so so much.My heart is
broken ,and will never be mended.There is pain behind this smile,i found this song on your phone.And
i will try to love again.The girls ara aching for you,Sians Birthday was on Saturday,it was on her
Birthday last year that we last seen you.One day Birthday cards 5 days later Sympathy cards.So you
go fly high my Baby,i will see you one day,somehow,somewhere.WILL MISS AND lOVE YOU ALL MY DAYS ,kk
as you would say.Sweetdreams xxxxxxxxx
Since my Chris died,
I feel as if my life has ended.
As my heart is so broken
and can never be mended.
You can't make me better,
NO I'm not gonna heal.
You haven't been where I am
So you don't know how I feel.
I hope you never have to feel
The way that I do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone
What I'm going through.
Stop asking how I'm feeling
Cos you don't want to know.
If I told you the truth
You'd get up and go.
I say that I'm ok
Cos its what you want to hear.
That's not how I'm feeling
It isn't anywhere near.
It makes you uncomfortable
When i mention his name.
You'd be quite happy
To never hear it again.
You make me so angry,
You make me so mad.
NO I'm not being miserable,
I'm just feeling so sad.
MY CHRIS HAS DIED
Will you get it through your head
I spend my time now
Wishing I too were ahead
I wish someone could help me
To take away my pain,
But only my Chris can do that
When I'm holding him again.
If you're reading this
And you do understand.
Then you've lost your child too,
To you I offer my hand.
My hand offers comfort
That you'll get from no other,
It can only be found
In another grieving mother.
Our children are special
We'll love them forever.
We'll help each other through
And we'll do it together.
Their memory will live on
They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited
Our hearts will be mended.
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If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.
If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and fill your eyes all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me, I know you will miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready, In Heaven far above.
And I'd have to leave behind, the ones I truly love.
But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much left to do,
It almost seemed impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realised, that this could never be,
For emptyness and memories would take the place of me.
But when I walked through Heavens Gates,
I felt so much at home, When God looked down and smiled at me,
from his great golden throne,
He said this is eternity, and all I promised you.
Today your life on earth has passed,
and here life starts anew,
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For everytime you think of me, I'm right here, here in your heart.
I miss you so so much son,my life will never be the same without you .Lynda,Sian and i never ever
gave up on you ,when others did,but you always knew that didnt you, my dear son . This pain is not
right,my heart feels soo tight.
I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY SON,FLY HIGH MY BABY ,NIGHT NIGHT XXX
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ASK MY MUM HOW IS SHE.
My Mum she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
From now until the day she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
She used to tell the truth a lot, but now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven, her life is all a-shatter.
Ask my Mum how is she,
She'll say "Yes I'm Fine",
She wants to beg please help me,
I can't find that boy of mine!
Ask my Mum how is she,
She will say "I'm alright",
If thats the truth then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how is she,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
You think you know the feeling, but this cannot be,
For even though you loved me,
You didn't love as much as she.
She will smile and tell you "It's OK, God has a plan
but she will turn away and cry, Cause she just can't understand.
Tell a joke and she will laugh, but she is not OK,
She wants to share the joke with me, but it will not be today.
I watch from here in Heaven, her distress, disturbs my peace,
Will someone please take care of her, and thus take care of me?
"Someday you will feel better", "Yes, I Will", she lies,
She knows this will not happen, Until the day she dies.
"I was so lucky! I had him all those years!,
(They passed in a minute, I shed so many tears)
Ask my Mum how is she, She'll say "Thank You, Good",
She cannot tell you how she feels, Oh, how I wish she could.
Ask my Mum how is she, "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping"
For God Sake, Mum Just Tell The Truth, Just say your heart is broken.
Ask my Mum how is she, "I'm well, I'm good, and you?"
I'll shake my head in Heaven, it simply isn't true.
She'll love me all of her life, I loved her all of mine,
But if you ask how is she, she'll lie, and say she's fine.
Her carnival is over, she stepped off the carousel,
But to save you feeling badly, She'll say "Thanks all is well"
My Mum, She's not gone mad, Yet,
But Oh so very nearly,
Don't ask my Mum how is she?
Ask how is she, really.
I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you, don't listen, hug her, hold her near.
On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold,
I'll say "YOU WERE LUCKY TO GET IN HERE MUM, WITH ALL THOSE LIES YOU TOLD".
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I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes & pictures that are left on Christopher's website they are all very much appreciated.
Tributes For Week Starting 23rd November
FOR MONDAY
The best and most beautiful
Things in the world cannot
Be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
FOR TUESDAY
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirit lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
FOR WEDNESDAY
A gift for such a little while,
Your loss just seems so wrong,
You should not have left before us,
It’s with loved ones you belong.
FOR THURSDAY
Perhaps they are not
Stars in the sky,
But rather openings
Where our loved ones shine down
To let us know they are happy.
FOR FRIDAY
The Watcher
They always leaned to watch for us
Anxious if we were late,
In winter by the window,
In summer by the gate.
And though we mocked them tenderly
Who had such foolish care,
The long way home would seem more safe,
Because they waited there.
Their thoughts were all so full of us,
They never could forget,
And so I think that where they are
They must be watching yet.
Waiting ‘til we come home to them
Anxious if we are late
Watching from Heaven’s window
Leaning from Heaven’s gate.
FOR SATURDAY
As We Look Back
As we look back over time
We find ourselves wondering .....
Did we remember to thank you enough
For all you have done for us?
For all the times you were by our sides
To help and support us .....
To celebrate our successes
To understand our problems
And accept our defeats?
Or for teaching us by your example,
The value of hard work, good judgement,
Courage and integrity?
We wonder if we ever thanked you
For the sacrifices you made.
To let us have the very best?
And for the simple things
Like laughter, smiles and times we shared?
If we have forgotten to show our
Gratitude enough for all the things you did,
We're thanking you now.
And we are hoping you knew all along,
How much you meant to us.
FOR SUNDAY
To Those Whom I Love and Those Who Love Me
When I am gone, release me, let me go
I have so many things to see and do
You must not tie yourself to me with tears
Be happy that I have had so many years
I gave you my love, you can only guess
How much you gave me in happiness
I think you for the love each have shown
But now it is time I traveled on alone
So grieve a while for me, if grieve you must
Then let your grief be comforted by trust
It is only for a while that we must part
So bless the memoriss in your heart
I will not be far away, for life goes on
So if you need me, call and I will come
Though you can not see or touch me, I will be near
And if you listen with your heart, you will hear
All of my love around you soft and clear
Then, when you must come this way alone
I will greet you with a smile and a
"Welcome Home"
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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CHRISTOPHER ♥
TO US ALL YOU ARE SO SPECIAL♥
WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY♥
EXCEPT WE WISH WITH ALL OUR HEARTS♥
THAT YOU WAS HERE TO-DAY♥
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LOVE AS ALWAYS ALISON
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20TH NOVEMBER 2009
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Angel in my heart I love you so
Angel in my heart I never wanted you to go
Angel in my heart guide me each day
Angel in my heart It's for you I pray
Angel in my heart remember this
Angel in my heart It's you I miss
Angel in my heart I want you to know
Angel in my heart I will always love you so.
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I WILL BE AWAY FROM TODAY , AS WE ARE OFF FOR THE WEEKEND TO CELEBRATE MY 50TH BIRTHDAY, WHICH IS ON MONDAY.... HOW SCARRY IS THAT? !! PLEASE WILLYOU KEEP DANIEL OUT OF THE DARK FOR ME, UNTIL I REURN.? THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. X X ☆
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When Great Trees Fall
(Maya Angelou)
When great trees fall,
rocks on distant hills shudder,
lions hunker down
in tall grasses,
and even elephants
lumber after safety.
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When great trees fall
in forests,
small things recoil into silence,
their senses
eroded beyond fear.
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When great souls die,
the air around us becomes
light, rare, sterile.
We breathe, briefly.
Our eyes, briefly,
see with
a hurtful clarity.
Our memory, suddenly sharpened,
examines,
gnaws on kind words
unsaid,
promised walks
never taken.
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Great souls die and
our reality, bound to
them, takes leave of us.
Our souls,
dependent upon their
nurture,
now shrink, wizened.
Our minds, formed
and informed by their
radiance,
fall away.
We are not so much maddened
as reduced to the unutterable ignorance
of dark, cold
caves.
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And when great souls die,
after a period peace blooms,
slowly and always
irregularly. Spaces fill
with a kind of
soothing electric vibration.
Our senses, restored, never
to be the same, whisper to us.
They existed. They existed.
We can be. Be and be
better. For they existed.
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Until We Meet Again by Alan G
People try to help me,
Everyone is so kind,
But no matter what they say to me,
I always seem to find,
They look at me with sympathy,
In a caring sort of way,
I thank them and attempt to smile,
As I walk away,
The tears start welling up again,
Every time it’s the same,
I simply fall to pieces,
At the mention of your name.
I know that your in heaven now,
And my heart is filled with pain,
But the angels will take care of you,
Until we meet again
Rainbows appear only on dreary, rainy days.
They beautify the world for a few brief moments.
These moments, however, can be spectacular.
YOU were our brief rainbow.
You entered our life
And stayed but a short while.
Nonetheless, the memories of those moments
When you blessed us with laughter and delight,
Joy and smiles,
Charm and beauty,
Gaiety and silliness,
Sunlight and moonbeams,
Giggles and love (ad infinitum)...
Made the deluge,
The tears of pain and anger,
Helplessness and fear,
Insanity and agony,
Sadness and heartbreak,
Emptiness and loneliness
Bearable
Rainbows, however brief,
Make the world a brighter, lovelier place.
How grateful we are that we had you,
Our brief rainbow.
(Peggy Kociscin)
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Tributes For Week Starting 16th November
FOR MONDAY
Sadly missed along life's way,
Quietly remembered every day,
No longer in our life to share,
But in our hearts you’re always there.
FOR TUESDAY
I sit and wonder every day,
Why the Lord chose to call you away,
I think He saw you needed rest,
He only takes the very best.
FOR WEDNESDAY
Everyday in some small way,
Memories of you come our way,
Though absent, you are always near,
Still missed, loved, always dear.
FOR THURSDAY
Resting where no shadows fall,
In peaceful sleep he awaits us all;
God will link the broken chain,
When one by one we meet again.
FOR FRIDAY
Surrounded by friends
Yet all alone
The one I loved
God has called home
The hugs of friends
Helps ease the pain
And I know my loss
Is my loved one's gain
But tears now flow
Across my face
As I long for just
One more embrace
Then comfort comes
And I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
And I feel God's grace.
FOR SATURDAY
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,
For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears...
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,
I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,
But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know..
.
My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.
To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
FOR SUNDAY
When I come to the end of the day
And the sun has set for me,
I want no rites in a gloom-filled room
Why cry for a soul set free?
Miss me a little, but not too long
And not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared,
Miss me but let me go.
For this is a journey we all must take
And each must go alone.
It's all a part of the maker's plan,
A step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick at heart,
Go to the friends we know,
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds -
Miss me, but let me go.
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Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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♥ Peace My Heart ♥
♥ Peace, my heart, let the time for the parting be sweet.
♥ Let it not be a death but completeness.
♥ Let love melt into memory and pain into songs.
♥ Let the flight through the sky end in the folding of the wings over the nest.
♥ Let the last touch of your hands be gentle like the flower of the night.
♥ Stand still, O Beautiful End, for a moment, and say your last words in silence.
♥ I bow to you and hold up my lamp to light your way.
♥ Rabindranath Tagore, Bengali poet and philosopher ♥
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~ Snow ~
(Tessa Wilkinson)
The snow arrived unannounced.
It overwhelmed everything.
Changed the landscape so it was unrecognisable.
No one was prepared.
My grief feels like that snowstorm.
I feel changed, weighed down by the burden.
Trying to negotiate the new environment around me.
Not knowing where I am going.
Looking for familiar landmarks.
I feel cold and miserable and ill equipped in this new place unvisited before.
But I know in time the snow will melt and return the landscape to some semblance of normality.
And I know in time my grief will diminish and I will find my way forward again, back to a world that I recognise, changed, but familiar.
Spring does always come after winter and hope will return.
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME.......
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME AND GO SO FAR AWAY
I WILL REMEMBER EVERY MOMENT WE SHARED I JUST WISH YOU COULD STAY
THE HANDS OF TIME KEEP TURNING THEY SAY THAT LIFE GOES ON
BUT THAT REALLY IS NOT TRUE NOW THAT YOU HAVE GONE
YOU HAVE GONE TO ANOTHER WORLD THAT I CANNOT SEE
WHEY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU I WOULD RATHER IT HAD BEEN ME
YOU HAD YOUR WHOLE LIFE WAITING AHEAD OF YOU
NOW I FEEL SO LOST I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO
NOTHING OR NO-ONE CAN BRING YOU BACK HOME TO ME
ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO JOIN YOU THEN I WILL ALSO BE FREE
FREE OF THE HEARTBREAK FREE OF ALL MY TEARS
PAIN IN MY HEART DOES NOT GET EASY OVER THE YEARS
I KNOW I CAN PRETEND THAT I AM DOING JUST FINE
NO-ONE WILL EVER TAKE YOUR PLACE IN THIS HEART OF MINE
THAT PART IS FOR YOU AND WILL ALWAYS BE FOR YOU ALONE
OVER TIME MY SADDNESS AND PAIN HAVE GROWN
I TRY TO DO THINGS TO OCCUPY MY MIND AND TRY TO SMILE
YOU ALWAYS DRIFT BACK INTO MY MIND AFTER A LITTLE WHILE
EVEN WHEN I AM DOING THINGS TRYING TO TAKE MY MIND OF YOU
I FIND THAT THIS IS A IMPOSSIBLE THING FOR ME TO EVEN DO
WHY WOULD I EVEN TRY TO PUT YOU TO THE BACK OF MY MIND
JUST LIKE SO MANY EXPECT CAN THEY NOT SEE THEN THEY MUST BE BLIND
THAT I WILL NEVER STOP HURTING OR CRYING INSIDE
YOU WILL ALWAY BE MY CHILD EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE DIED
NO-ONE CAN TAKE MY MEMORIES AWAY FROM ME ALTHOUGH THEY TRY
SO NOW I HAVE TO HIDE AWAY MY TEARS I STILL CRY
I WILL NEVER BE ASHAMED OF HOW I REALLY FEEL
EACH DAY
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I ONLY WISH YOU DID NOT HAVE TO GO AWAY........
copyright Rosalind Roberts 11/11/09
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