| Location | Blackpool |
| Age | 27 years |
| Cause of Death | Blood Clot |
| Date of Birth | 21/03/1981 |
| Date of Death | 17/07/2008 |
| Visitors | 16,149 since 25/07/2008 |
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This site is for my Son Christopher, affectionately known as Chris.
Chris was a devoted Brother of Matthew Lynda and Sian. Uncle to Tyler, Jordan, Jack, Jamie and Bethany, and he loved his Mam.And his mam loved him too, very much.As i love all my Four Children,and Grandkids xx
Chris originally from Greenock Scotland died tragically and suddenly on the 17th July 2008, Chris died unexpectedly, we have now found out that Chris had an undetected blood clot, he was aged 27. We are all devastated.I miss my baby xxx Its nearly a year Son,and i miss you so so much.My heart is broken ,and will never be mended.There is pain behind this smile,i found this song on your phone.And i will try to love again.The girls ara aching for you,Sians Birthday was on Saturday,it was on her Birthday last year that we last seen you.One day Birthday cards 5 days later Sympathy cards.So you go fly high my Baby,i will see you one day,somehow,somewhere.WILL MISS AND lOVE YOU ALL MY DAYS ,kk as you would say.Sweetdreams xxxxxxxxx
Since my Chris died,
I feel as if my life has ended.
As my heart is so broken
and can never be mended.
You can't make me better,
NO I'm not gonna heal.
You haven't been where I am
So you don't know how I feel.
I hope you never have to feel
The way that I do.
I wouldn't wish on anyone
What I'm going through.
Stop asking how I'm feeling
Cos you don't want to know.
If I told you the truth
You'd get up and go.
I say that I'm ok
Cos its what you want to hear.
That's not how I'm feeling
It isn't anywhere near.
It makes you uncomfortable
When i mention his name.
You'd be quite happy
To never hear it again.
You make me so angry,
You make me so mad.
NO I'm not being miserable,
I'm just feeling so sad.
MY CHRIS HAS DIED
Will you get it through your head
I spend my time now
Wishing I too were ahead
I wish someone could help me
To take away my pain,
But only my Chris can do that
When I'm holding him again.
If you're reading this
And you do understand.
Then you've lost your child too,
To you I offer my hand.
My hand offers comfort
That you'll get from no other,
It can only be found
In another grieving mother.
Our children are special
We'll love them forever.
We'll help each other through
And we'll do it together.
Their memory will live on
They will always be remembered
When we are all reunited
Our hearts will be mended.
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If Tomorrow Starts Without Me.
If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and fill your eyes all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today,
While thinking of the many things we didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, as much as I love you,
And each time you think of me, I know you will miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
That an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready, In Heaven far above.
And I'd have to leave behind, the ones I truly love.
But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much left to do,
It almost seemed impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you, and maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realised, that this could never be,
For emptyness and memories would take the place of me.
But when I walked through Heavens Gates,
I felt so much at home, When God looked down and smiled at me,
from his great golden throne,
He said this is eternity, and all I promised you.
Today your life on earth has passed,
and here life starts anew,
So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For everytime you think of me, I'm right here, here in your heart.
I miss you so so much son,my life will never be the same without you .Lynda and Sian , and i miss you Dreadfully my dear Son . This pain is not right,my heart feels soo tight.
I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN ONE DAY SON,FLY HIGH MY BABY ,NIGHT NIGHT XXX
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ASK MY MUM HOW IS SHE.
My Mum she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
From now until the day she dies,
she'll tell a whole lot more.
She used to tell the truth a lot, but now it doesn't matter,
I died and went to heaven, her life is all a-shatter.
Ask my Mum how is she,
She'll say "Yes I'm Fine",
She wants to beg please help me,
I can't find that boy of mine!
Ask my Mum how is she,
She will say "I'm alright",
If thats the truth then tell me,
Why does she cry each night?
Ask my Mum how is she,
She seems to cope so well,
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.
You think you know the feeling, but this cannot be,
For even though you loved me,
You didn't love as much as she.
She will smile and tell you "It's OK, God has a plan
but she will turn away and cry, Cause she just can't understand.
Tell a joke and she will laugh, but she is not OK,
She wants to share the joke with me, but it will not be today.
I watch from here in Heaven, her distress, disturbs my peace,
Will someone please take care of her, and thus take care of me?
"Someday you will feel better", "Yes, I Will", she lies,
She knows this will not happen, Until the day she dies.
"I was so lucky! I had him all those years!,
(They passed in a minute, I shed so many tears)
Ask my Mum how is she, She'll say "Thank You, Good",
She cannot tell you how she feels, Oh, how I wish she could.
Ask my Mum how is she, "I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping"
For God Sake, Mum Just Tell The Truth, Just say your heart is broken.
Ask my Mum how is she, "I'm well, I'm good, and you?"
I'll shake my head in Heaven, it simply isn't true.
She'll love me all of her life, I loved her all of mine,
But if you ask how is she, she'll lie, and say she's fine.
Her carnival is over, she stepped off the carousel,
But to save you feeling badly, She'll say "Thanks all is well"
My Mum, She's not gone mad, Yet,
But Oh so very nearly,
Don't ask my Mum how is she?
Ask how is she, really.
I am here in Heaven, I cannot hug from here,
If she lies to you, don't listen, hug her, hold her near.
On the day we meet again, We'll smile and I'll be bold,
I'll say "YOU WERE LUCKY TO GET IN HERE MUM, WITH ALL THOSE LIES YOU TOLD".
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The New Year…✿⊹✿
It is winter and the New Year.
Nobody knows you.
Away from the stars, from the rain of light,
you lie under the weather of stones.
There is no thread to lead you back.
Your friends doze in the dark
of pleasure and cannot remember.
Nobody knows you. You are the neighbor of nothing.
You do not see the rain falling and the man walking away,
the soiled wind blowing its ashes across the city.
You do not see the sun dragging the moon like an echo.
You do not see the bruised heart go up in flames,
the skulls of the innocent turn into smoke.
You do not see the scars of plenty, the eyes without light.
It is over. It is winter and the New Year.
The meek are hauling their skins into heaven.
The hopeless are suffering the cold with those who have nothing to hide.
It is over and nobody knows you.
There is starlight drifting on the black water.
There are stones in the sea no one has seen.
There is a shore and people are waiting.
And nothing comes back.
Because it is over.
Because there is silence instead of a name.
Because it is winter and the New Year.
~ Mark Strand ~
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~♥ With Love ♥~
Oh most beautiful star
In the sky tonight
You are most bright
I watch and wait
With hand raised up
Open and waiting
Slowly, oh so slowly
You move through
The night sky
You come closer
As I watch and wait
Hand outstretched
Then ever so softly
You come to rest
In the palm of my hand
You shine like a diamond
Your brilliance
Holds me in awe
I could almost wish
To hold you tight
To keep you safe just for me
In time, your light
Would fade from sight
You would die
To me and to all
So I let you stay
As long as you wish
With palm open
So you may leave at will
You will travel back
To the night sky
To shine brightly
For all to see
I will cherish
The moments you gifted me
With your light
Specially for me
For a little while…
Star So Bright
by Ann Marquette
Sending you lots of love angel and a big thank you to your loved ones for all they have done for my little princess demi-leigh and myself in the last year...HAPPY NEW YEAR XXXXX
Love alway elaine xxxxxx
For you and your lovely Mum, Christopher. xxx
~ A Mother's Son ~
(In loving memory of Bobby Lee Miller Jr. 1959-2008)
Who knew a Mother could have such a wonderful Son?
She knew...
the very day his life begun
She loved him his whole entire life through
And as his Mother...
did the best that she knew to do
She taught him honesty, love and respect
When to accept...
and when to reject
And when he would cry...
she would wipe away his tears
Hold him close...
and calm his fears
And as he grew older...
she would get to see
What a wonderful man...
he turned out to be
She thanked God for him every day
Never expecting God soon...
would call him away
And now that he's gone...
she is so broken hearted,
For she was there the day his life started
And now she is left with fond memories...
she holds so very dear
Of the wonderful son she once had...
for so very few year's.
Written by Tammy…July 17, 2010
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✽ Sunrise Never Failed Us Yet ✽
Upon the sadness of the sea
The sunset broods regretfully;
From the far lonely spaces, slow
Withdraws the wistful after-glow.
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So out of life the splendor dies,
So darken all the happy skies,
So gathers twilight, cold and stern;
But overhead the planets burn;
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And up the east another day
Shall chase the bitter dark away;
What though our eyes with tears be wet?
The sunrise never failed us yet.
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The blush of dawn may yet restore
Our light and hope and joys once more.
Sad soul, take comfort, nor forget
That sunrise never failed us yet!
✽ Celia Thaxter ✽
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✽ Stars In My Crown ✽
I am thinking today of that beautiful land
I shall reach when the sun goes down
When through wonderful grace by my Saviour I stand
Will there be any stars in my crown?
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Will there be any stars in my crown
When at evening the sun goes down
When I wake with the blest in the mansions of rest
Will there be any stars in my crown?
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In the strength of the Lord let me labour and pray,
Shall I watch as a winner of souls
That bright stars may be mine in the glorious day
When His praise like the sea billow rolls?
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Will there be any stars in my crown
When at evening the sun goes down
When I wake with the blest in the mansions of rest
Will there be any stars in my crown?
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O what joy will there be when His face I behold
And with gems at his feet to lay down
It would sweeten my bliss in the City of Gold
Should there be any stars in my crown.
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Will there be any stars in my crown
When at evening the sun goes down
When I wake with the blest in the mansions of rest
Will there be any stars in my crown?…
✽ Hymn by Eliza E. Hewitt, tune by John R. Sweney ✽
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-۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰----۰̮̑●̮̑۰-
An old monk was once asked why he cared for ancient graves,
and why he cleaned the stones to preserve the writing carved there.
His reply was simple: “They still have their names. They will
always have their names.”
A life infused with love has consequences that reach beyond time
— ensuring that names, and places, and memories of what was,
still are, and always will be. They are not dead, can never die.
~ Gregory & Suzanne Wolfe
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~~~~~TO A PRECIOUS ANGEL~~~~~
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~ Gods Golden Door ~
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Will i always feel like this
That life is so unfair
Im so sad and so lonely
When i need you,youre not there
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Nothing can ever change this
For time is moving on
Now all i have are memories
Happy days now long gone
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All the love you gave me
I keep deep in my heart
For sure i know that one day
We will make a brand new start
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You know just how im feeling
So ill say nothing more
Just be there to guide me
Walking through Gods golden door
~ Copyright� Vicky Deaville 28/4/2011 ~
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With Love Always Elaine .xxxx
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☜♡☞ Dancing With Angels ☜♡☞
It’s just so hard to believe
All I have to hold is your memory
From this side of the clouds all I see is grief
But on the other side I know you’re free
And you’re dancing, dancing with angels.
Somewhere just out of my reach
You’re keeping heavenly company
When I’m feeling lonely it’s for myself I cry
‘Cause there aren’t any tears in paradise
When you’re dancing, dancing with angels.
I can almost hear your laughter
See the fullness of your joy
Knowing that you’re present with the Lord
And though today I miss you I know the day will come
When every believer will behold the Son
And we’ll be dancing, dancing with angels.
Ⓒ 1997 Dayspring Music / Lehsem Music
Words and Music by J. Mandeville & S. Siler
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~R.I.P~ Angel x x x x
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